Sunday, September 10, 2006
Loved by so many
It was a blast. It's been quite sometime that I've felt so important and so loved in my life. I was extremely touched to see so many people come just for me. It has never occured to me that I'm worth that much others. Sometimes I think people are just polite to me. But now I know better :)Thanks so much to those who put in the effort in doing this for me especially Kerry, Cicak and Der Lyn. I know it wasn't easy putting everything together, calling up everyone, getting the scrapbook done, buying balloons and everything. And with your busy schedules I bet it didn't help at all. But I just want u guys to know that I appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. To those who helped in anyway from just appearing at the party, to making a phone call, to staying up late to finish my present, to lending us your house.....U guys have no idea how much it means....THANKKIEW SOOOOO MUCH!!!!
I'm gonna miss everyone so much. I'll be so alone. With no one to go with and no one whose already there. Starting afresh where I'll have to do everything on my own from opening bank accounts to doing my laundry. So many people have asked me the question of whether I'm excited to go abroad and I still feel tongue-tied in answering them. Honestly, I don't know how I'm feeling. It's all jumbled up in one big jumble-up. So I'm gonna try to break it down. I feel or I would feel excitement, fear, loneliness, independant, foreign, lost, not ready, heavy-hearted, unsure....etc. Let's just put it that I don't that positive about going abroad by myself. But no matter how much I think I'm not ready, this is the time for me to fly out of my little nest bringing along the memories of my loved ones and everything that I've learned. and of course the time for me to return will come soon and I'll be carrying even more back to my nest.
I'm gonna miss everyone so much. I'll be so alone. With no one to go with and no one whose already there. Starting afresh where I'll have to do everything on my own from opening bank accounts to doing my laundry. So many people have asked me the question of whether I'm excited to go abroad and I still feel tongue-tied in answering them. Honestly, I don't know how I'm feeling. It's all jumbled up in one big jumble-up. So I'm gonna try to break it down. I feel or I would feel excitement, fear, loneliness, independant, foreign, lost, not ready, heavy-hearted, unsure....etc. Let's just put it that I don't that positive about going abroad by myself. But no matter how much I think I'm not ready, this is the time for me to fly out of my little nest bringing along the memories of my loved ones and everything that I've learned. and of course the time for me to return will come soon and I'll be carrying even more back to my nest.
JoJo danced the night away at 10:58 AM
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