Saturday, March 04, 2006
life is a roller coaster just gotta ride it
u may disagree when i say that crying is is healthy and we should cry at least once a year.....
i really believed it and still partially do.
but now i've found an alternative.
i woke up this morning and found that my car was missing.
apparently, my dad took it for servicing...and i totally forgot about it.
so when i had to pick it from Chan Sow Lin, i needed to follow the map my mum drew because i don't know how to get back to puchong.
but my sense of direction is so totally zero that i got lost and the clock was ticking, the petrol metre was decreasing(less than 1/2 tank) and my phone was squeling because of low battery.
i went all the way to putrajaya almost hitting cyberjaya.....folks who went to Sharyn's wedding....it was further than that.......yea....i know.....so far k.....i thought i was gonna hit KLIA soon. anyways, i found my way back and headed to Jin's b'day party.
we celebrated it for him in Swenson's and his house.
so much for my diet la.....
but it's all good since i didn't take my dinner. as i'm writing this, my tummy is growling.
we went to JY....and tim came up to me and said that he wouldn't be around for like 1 month plus. and that was during my trials.....
suddenly, everything came crashing on me.....i felt so much weight on my back.
my uni applications, my exams that are just around the corner and i haven't started studying, JY, the band, outings with the BLOGG etc.....
i know they don't seem like super hard to handle....or it nothing to get upset about....
or not worth going through a breakdown
but at that moment it did seem like it was too much for me to cope......of course it showed on my face...i was tired and frustrated.
i needed to cry...to let everything out. so i skipped dinner with my family and stayed home alone. i was about to start my marathon of tears then i thought of exercising. it's a better way to let out. and so i did. and it felt good. maybe better than crying even. =)
and then all of a sudden, the doorbell rang, i opened the door and saw juan carrying his electric guitar, yang carrying the amp, xiong carrying the keyboard, and joshua opening the gate. wei jie and munyee joined a few minutes later.
it was our first ever cousin jamming session. honestly, it was a bit lame but cool at the same time, we played 'open up the gates' eventhough only josh and i were christians heehee.......and then the lamest version of bonjovi's its my life........hey...but it was good fun.....with more practices i know we can do so much better...so all we need now is for han to pick up bass and yang to pick up acustic guitar...hahaha.......
frankly, although it wasn't the best music it definitely healed the heart.
i really needed some pure lameness and fun.....thanks guys.......
so that was my day....full of ups and downs....
i really believed it and still partially do.
but now i've found an alternative.
i woke up this morning and found that my car was missing.
apparently, my dad took it for servicing...and i totally forgot about it.
so when i had to pick it from Chan Sow Lin, i needed to follow the map my mum drew because i don't know how to get back to puchong.
but my sense of direction is so totally zero that i got lost and the clock was ticking, the petrol metre was decreasing(less than 1/2 tank) and my phone was squeling because of low battery.
i went all the way to putrajaya almost hitting cyberjaya.....folks who went to Sharyn's wedding....it was further than that.......yea....i know.....so far k.....i thought i was gonna hit KLIA soon. anyways, i found my way back and headed to Jin's b'day party.
we celebrated it for him in Swenson's and his house.
so much for my diet la.....
but it's all good since i didn't take my dinner. as i'm writing this, my tummy is growling.
we went to JY....and tim came up to me and said that he wouldn't be around for like 1 month plus. and that was during my trials.....
suddenly, everything came crashing on me.....i felt so much weight on my back.
my uni applications, my exams that are just around the corner and i haven't started studying, JY, the band, outings with the BLOGG etc.....
i know they don't seem like super hard to handle....or it nothing to get upset about....
or not worth going through a breakdown
but at that moment it did seem like it was too much for me to cope......of course it showed on my face...i was tired and frustrated.
i needed to cry...to let everything out. so i skipped dinner with my family and stayed home alone. i was about to start my marathon of tears then i thought of exercising. it's a better way to let out. and so i did. and it felt good. maybe better than crying even. =)
and then all of a sudden, the doorbell rang, i opened the door and saw juan carrying his electric guitar, yang carrying the amp, xiong carrying the keyboard, and joshua opening the gate. wei jie and munyee joined a few minutes later.
it was our first ever cousin jamming session. honestly, it was a bit lame but cool at the same time, we played 'open up the gates' eventhough only josh and i were christians heehee.......and then the lamest version of bonjovi's its my life........hey...but it was good fun.....with more practices i know we can do so much better...so all we need now is for han to pick up bass and yang to pick up acustic guitar...hahaha.......
frankly, although it wasn't the best music it definitely healed the heart.
i really needed some pure lameness and fun.....thanks guys.......
so that was my day....full of ups and downs....
JoJo danced the night away at 6:48 AM
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