Thursday, February 23, 2006
deep-faith-divers
i didn't feel pretty today.....
don't laugh okay. i'm serious, i said this to pei chii. she looked at me as if i was joking.
i woke up today, late as usual. it seems like a habit now to wake up late.
anyway, just simply put on some clothes and dragged my big bum to college.
didn't really feel good about today. maybe because there's bio lab lesson la...hee(hate bio)
i felt like some big lump of i-don't-know just getting by every minute.
i think everyone needs to feel pretty and good and pretty good at some point about themselves.
most of the time, i do feel okay about myself. i think it's called self confidence.
but don't get me wrong, i'm not a very confident person myself.
u can ask anyone who knows me.
it's not as if i feel like i can take on the world and nothing is gonna put a frown on my face.
but more of knowing that even if i do frown, it'll fade away soon enough.
feeling pretty doesn't mean being vain.
u don't have to BE pretty to FEEL pretty. right??
even if u don't look pretty but u feel it.......the beauty within glows.
so that's why everyone should feel pretty, oh so pretty, feel pretty and witty and gay(happy ah, don't simply think =D)...
haha.....
i was thinking. i really need to practice faith at this point of my life.
first there's my uni applications and second is the band.
both of these things aren't going well at the moment.
for my uni applications, i just have to release everything to God.
praying that He will open the right doors in m life and close all the wrong doors.
having faith that what He's doing in my life is in my best interest.
for the band, it seems that some areas are looking grim.
we are unsure of many things.
not feeling that we are capable of taking on whatever we want to achieve.
not feeling good enough to go out and touch lives.
feeling that we have very limited time to achieve our vision.
issues that need to be resolved in order to keep the band tight.
all that being said, this is the time when we are called to have faith.
being sure of what we don't/can't see.
this is the time when our faith is tested.
us taking this move to form this band is already a leap of faith.
but let's follow through with what we started.
let's not grow faint hearted. we are called to pull through this.
let's be deep-faith-divers.
don't laugh okay. i'm serious, i said this to pei chii. she looked at me as if i was joking.
i woke up today, late as usual. it seems like a habit now to wake up late.
anyway, just simply put on some clothes and dragged my big bum to college.
didn't really feel good about today. maybe because there's bio lab lesson la...hee(hate bio)
i felt like some big lump of i-don't-know just getting by every minute.
i think everyone needs to feel pretty and good and pretty good at some point about themselves.
most of the time, i do feel okay about myself. i think it's called self confidence.
but don't get me wrong, i'm not a very confident person myself.
u can ask anyone who knows me.
it's not as if i feel like i can take on the world and nothing is gonna put a frown on my face.
but more of knowing that even if i do frown, it'll fade away soon enough.
feeling pretty doesn't mean being vain.
u don't have to BE pretty to FEEL pretty. right??
even if u don't look pretty but u feel it.......the beauty within glows.
so that's why everyone should feel pretty, oh so pretty, feel pretty and witty and gay(happy ah, don't simply think =D)...
haha.....
i was thinking. i really need to practice faith at this point of my life.
first there's my uni applications and second is the band.
both of these things aren't going well at the moment.
for my uni applications, i just have to release everything to God.
praying that He will open the right doors in m life and close all the wrong doors.
having faith that what He's doing in my life is in my best interest.
for the band, it seems that some areas are looking grim.
we are unsure of many things.
not feeling that we are capable of taking on whatever we want to achieve.
not feeling good enough to go out and touch lives.
feeling that we have very limited time to achieve our vision.
issues that need to be resolved in order to keep the band tight.
all that being said, this is the time when we are called to have faith.
being sure of what we don't/can't see.
this is the time when our faith is tested.
us taking this move to form this band is already a leap of faith.
but let's follow through with what we started.
let's not grow faint hearted. we are called to pull through this.
let's be deep-faith-divers.
JoJo danced the night away at 5:51 AM
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