Friday, March 10, 2006
resonation
Dreams shatter before my eyes
and i can't seem to catch them in time
before they hit the ground.
It's all so messed up.
First, I get rejected by all 6.
I accepted it. I took it in. I found hope in it.
and now, i get 1 of'em back if i do well in my interview.
It seems as if it's playing with my feelings.
Once i finally start to get excited about something.
It sorta takes it away and hands me something new to handle.
I really don't feel like going there.
u ask for what reason? i don't know honestly.
It doesn't seem valid enough. but there are plenty of reasons to go.
they ask how i feel about going. and then kinda dismiss what i say.
I don't have a choice. at the moment it seems like the ideal.
But is this what God wants for me? Is this what He planned?
If it is i pray that He would grant me peace.
Grant me peace that everything is in plan.
Grant me peace that I would be able to part with the ones i love come Aug/Sep.
Grant me peace that He would be watching over my every step.
Grant me peace that everything is gonna be just alright.
and i can't seem to catch them in time
before they hit the ground.
It's all so messed up.
First, I get rejected by all 6.
I accepted it. I took it in. I found hope in it.
and now, i get 1 of'em back if i do well in my interview.
It seems as if it's playing with my feelings.
Once i finally start to get excited about something.
It sorta takes it away and hands me something new to handle.
I really don't feel like going there.
u ask for what reason? i don't know honestly.
It doesn't seem valid enough. but there are plenty of reasons to go.
they ask how i feel about going. and then kinda dismiss what i say.
I don't have a choice. at the moment it seems like the ideal.
But is this what God wants for me? Is this what He planned?
If it is i pray that He would grant me peace.
Grant me peace that everything is in plan.
Grant me peace that I would be able to part with the ones i love come Aug/Sep.
Grant me peace that He would be watching over my every step.
Grant me peace that everything is gonna be just alright.
JoJo danced the night away at 9:06 AM
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